Thursday, January 22, 2015

Escaping the Friendzone

I wanted him since puberty strike

I use to watch him wash his car shirtless, playing basketball with his boys, doing what an ordinary teenage boy do.

I told myself it wasn't nothing until he started to date, thats when I realize i was drunk in jealousy, Jealous of someone I would never had but only in my dream because he already set a title for me which is  "Sis".

But today im locking that fear of rejection on a box, that fear that help me blended with his shadow because of his title "sis"
But today i will go for what I want or what I dream of .
Cause today Im made of steel.

I wore my most beautiful dress showing my curves ,I usually don't put makeup on but than I said what the hell. Putting that black&silver lace thong on and a see through bra that I bought for this day forward.I use to sneak in on his girlfriend to see what sexy lingerie she wear, so I make no mistake for this day forward.

My good mood and healty attitude gave me courage to text him before I
walk in the liquor store "I'm coming over, do you need anything from the liquor store"

This time I got a response instantly. "Red wine, my boys is about to leave so its gonna be just me and you"

A tingle spread through my body."yay" I told him before I could stop myself. What was I doing? So I reminded myself that today im made of steel, today im a titanium.

I knock at his door three time

He open looking surprise, his Caribbean ocean eyes scanning my body like a hawk, I coulda of sworn I seen a sign of lust on his eyes.

He let me in; gave me a hug and said "hey sis".The title im trying to escape from.
So I pull out two wine glass and fill them, cause today I dont mind intoxicated him to escape from that title I despite so much.

One glass down
Two glass down
Three shot...

The wine was the drum to my soul,the drum to my body, i never felt so free.
So I did the one thing I always wanted to do, which is strip to the rhythm of Beyonce-partition while he sit on the couch eyeing me like if he blink, he would miss something.

Before he could say anything I move q
closer, I can feel the heat of our body. Cause today his my magnet and im his steel

So I did the only thing that can help me escape that title I despite so much ; I kiss his soft lips, he taste better then the sweet red wine,I felt a wet sensation like going through my vigina as he kiss, an itch I couldn't scratch.

My body is needy for him, my nipple got sensitive from touching his chest. The only thing that kept us a part was the fabric on our body.

I want more, I need more.

So I start to unzip his pants to get what i came for but he touch my hand and said.......
                       
             -Thanks for reading you can read the rest tomorrow before midnight ♡¤♡

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